19 Minutes

19 minutes since u hung up the phone
I'm already seeing the dark shadows growin'
I wonder what're u doing right now
Do u hurt like I hurt?
19 hours and i can't fall asleep
I've turned all the lights on
But the shadows are creepin'
All around the room that was our secret space
I can't breath, I'm incomplete.

Look what u've done baby
Look what I've become
I'm just bleedin',I'm bleedin'
And it doesn't stop
I don't wanna put u down
But I feel like I've lost my ground
And the words that u left me
Don't pay, don't pay me for my pain.

19 days free to do what I want
To hang out late with the shadows
I know, what I want I can't have
What I have I don't want
I want u back.

Look what u've done baby
Look what I've become
I'm just bleedin', I'm bleedin'
And it doesn't stop
I don't wanna put u down
But I feel like I've lost my ground
And the words that u left me
Don't pay, don't pay me for my pain.

Suddenly the words we were too scared to speak
Became the words that released us.

Look what u've done baby
Look what I've become
I'm not bleedin', I'm breathin'
The pain's gone away
I don't wanna put u down
Cause I feel like I've found my ground
And the words that u left me just say
That all in good time hurt will fade
U've paid me for my pain.