A Giant To Face

My haven torn apart again
Burried by the walls I raised myself
And again I struggle to escape
The clutches of my mind's confusion.

Where lies the way, the path, the track
What are the steps and moves to make.

And how do I reap the fruit of my labor
Draw meaning from scattered dots
Fuse the poles of mind and flesh
Emerge from the deepest slumber.

Have I come this far
Just to give
In
I am here to find a way
To the top
Of this mountain.

Take your time
And gather strength
For this climb will wear you down
But the part of you that will rise again
Will face the giant and take his crown.

Now,
now that the voices receded
Let me immerse into
My primal self
And commence the recreation
Take in air
And breathe
Construe the facts and true relations
Take a sober glance at the matter in hand
And conclude what broke me down.

As the eternal sand is trickling
Swirls of thoughts are flushing by
I fathom out the cause
Of the crack
That threw me back
Brought back doubts
And raised riddles I'd thought long solved.

But now my answers are correct
'cause this time I took in the fact
The thorn was in my mind again
It stung and caused that well known pain
At dawn I shall resume the rise
With steady steps and open eyes
Now it's time to take the crown
And I shall bring him down.