Addict

Hide the shame because
It's invisible to anyone
Who'd ever care to have an opinion
Forget the clangor in the last fair game
It doesn't make a difference anyway
Keep it buried, keep it hidden
Keep it locked up and forbidden
Never speak, never whisper
Never tell that we're forgiven
And soon we'll see the light.

Scared and blind I drift around in your care
You keep holding me close and I just need to endure your cold lies
These thoughts won't let me go
Take me down to anger and blame
Fake your life and all you get is despair
All beauty will fade. It all withers and dies.

Please, join the party in my nice little dungeon
I serve sweet toxic cookies and some blood from my friends
Ecstatic, fanatic an addict to all that you wanted to
Dominate, create ruins of failure
Addict, fanatic, ecstatic about all that you wanted to create, dominate
No time for mercy.

Share the shame because now it's visible to anyone
And if they want to have an opinion
They'll be the losers in the last fair game
And you don't feel the difference anyway
Then they're buried, then they're hidden
All the thoughts that was forbidden
Free to speak, free to shout
Free to feel that you're forgiven
And then turn out the light.

Fake your life and all you get is despair
Beauty will fade. It all withers and dies
Scared and blind I drift around in your care
You keep holding me close and I just need to endure.

Please, join the party in my nice little dungeon
I serve sweet toxic cookies and some blood from my friends
Ecstatic, fanatic an addict to all that you wanted to dominate, create ruins of failure
Addict, fanatic, ecstatic about all that you wanted to create, dominate
No time for mercy.