Age 18 (18歳)

yuugata goji no nyuusu
mata mikaiketsu nandai
minai furishite hotto ita
motsureta chie no wa dare naosu

kodomo janai otona deshou
mikka mae wa sono mata gyaku
jaa docchi? Seesaw game
korya mata nandai komatta na

wakaranai wa tsuuji nai
“shitta kaburi” wa bale chaushi
keitai ni nakitai to itte mo
henji wa konai mama

de javu no youni kurikaesu hibi
yubi kiri nante hitsuyou nai
yo no naka? rule? kudaranai
yume ya kibou mo sutechimae

gray zone no naka hashiru shikanai
datte watashi mada juuhassai
ii wake bakka
demo hontou wa
ima sugu koko o nukedashitai no

1 milli demo kaetakute
soubusen nori konde
earphone volume agete
sono mama real o shut out

hito wa hitori jya ikite ikenai
demo kekkyoku hitori bocchi
keitai ni nakitai to iu no wa
sorosoro sotsugyou ka na

de javu no youna kurikaeshi nante
higeki no heroine enjiteta no
otona ni nanka naritakunai
sonna no kodomo no wagamama

gray zone no naka mo gaki nagara
kizuita watashi mou juuhassai
genjitsutouhi mamire no
mainichi wa kyou demo uoshimai

nee, kirei na mono kitanai mono wakatta ki ga shita kara
doushitemo muzukashiku kangaechau no kana
demo shita wo mui tara ue wo muku tanjun de ii yo ne
kagami no watashi ni ima nara ie ru “mou, daijoubu dakara”

otona janaishi kodomo janai
kodoku ni omoete hitori janai
uso mo hontou mo minuke naiyo
nante itteta kinou ni baibai

watashi wa watashi sono mama de ii
mitsuketa watashi mada juuhassai
itsumo dokoka de souzou suru no
mune wo hatte ashita miteru toko