All To Myself

1. Don't paitronize, I realize
I'm losing and this is my real life
I'm half asleep, and I am wide awake
This habit is always so hard to break.

I don't want to be the bad guy,
I've been blaming myself and I think you know why
I'm killing time, and time's killing you
Every way that I do.

[Chorus:]
Did you say "Please just follow me"
I thought you wanted me
'Cause I want you all to myself
I can try and suck it up
I just can't suck it up
Make me feel like someone else.

Please just follow me
I thought you wanted me
'Cause I want you all to myself
I can try and suck it up
I just can't suck it up
Make me feel like someone else.

2. I'm under the gun, you're like the only one
I just can't decide what I'm running from
This isn't what I wanted, but
I can't keep my filthy fucking mouth shut.

It's not enough, it's never enough
And I wish I could breathe without getting it stuck
Can't focus it, but I try it
over and over again.

[Coda:]
Please just follow me
I thought you wanted me
'Cause I want you all to myself
I can try and suck it up
I just can't suck it up
Make me feel like.

Did you say "Please just follow me"
I thought you wanted me
'Cause I can't stay with someone else
I'll try and suck it up
I just keep fucking up
I want you all to myself. [x2]