At Least I Had You

Better to be lonely
Cooler to be empty
Why the hell is this even going on?

They don't even know you
Saying what you should do
Where the hell are they even coming from?

We're wishing upon the stars for meaning
Then listing every reason
For being here
We can't lose any hope

Overthinking each day
and losing sleep on the way
When I'm old, and I'm gray
Will this be how it all stays
Don't know what I can do
You might just feel the same too
But if it all came crashing down tonight, at least I had you in my life

You're the most unlikely
To be the one beside me
How the hell are you even holding on?

Let this be for you a toast
Celebrating you the most
Who the hell am I even, when you're gone?

We're wishing upon the stars for meaning
Then listing every reason
For being here
We can't lose any hope

Overthinking each day
and losing sleep on the way
When I'm old, and I'm gray
Will this be how it all stays
Don't know what I can do
You might just feel the same too
But if it all came crashing down tonight, at least I had you in my life

And time is ticking away, we
Don't have all day
So hold my hand and let's run, no
Other way
Cos I know we'll be just fine, and
I won't deny
Now you're by my side
I'm scared to close my eyes

Overthinking each day
And losing sleep on the way
When I'm old, and I'm gray
Will this be how it all stays
Don't know what I can do
You might just feel the same too
But if it all came crashing down tonight
At least I had you in my life

In my life
At least I had you