At War With Myself

At war with myself
Mieleni ainainen sotatanner
Once again in this hell
Ristitulessa raunioina.

At war with myself
Riutuneet kädet kaivavat
Fucking war in my head
Hedelmätönä maaperää.

On my knees, shattered
Waiting for the fury to settle
To find the haven in this madness
And see the storm to calm.

Tired... Empathy my torturer
Only choice whom i'll hurt this time.

Torture, empathy, a hurtful choice
Nourishing my true self
Altruistic deprivation.

Inside your hearts rest my past
Which kneels to my regrets.

Through all the chaos, in the middle of silence
All the burial pits, shelters of my shadow
To perish into nothingness
Through the veils of life and death.

Frei
Puhdistuneena erillisenä kaikesta
In die Unendlichkeit
Katson universumiani keskellä aikaa.

Im selben Moment wie es mir das herj jerschneidet
Neues Glück erwacht
In mir aus der Asche der Vergangenheit.

Ei saastainen sielu enää ryömi
Befreit
Ulos onnettomasta ruumiista.