Bad To Myself

[Verse 1]
I'm done with the drinking
Falling flat on my face, wasted
Away all my good graces
I just can't find my friends like I'm lost in the party
I'm done with the boys who keep causing me pain
Poison, when I carry the blame
It's killing me thinking I'll die with nobody

[Pre-Chorus]
Now it's all in the past
No, I'm not going back

[Chorus]
Oh, I'm throwing my tears to the fire
Lately, I'm so damn tired
I'm being bad to myself
Bad, bad to myself
Oh, I'm hanging one hand by the wire
Lately, I'm so damn tired
I'm being bad to myself
Bad, bad to myself, yeah

[Verse 2]
I'm done being selfish, my hollow words
Lying, scared that I can't be heard
And I need a chance at a real conversation
I'm done overthinking, every step that I take
Was it the way that I hesitate?
And I'm dying to feel some real stimulation, hm

[Chorus]
Oh, I'm throwing my tears to the fire
Lately, I'm so damn tired
I'm being bad to myself
Bad, bad to myself
Oh, I'm hanging one hand by the wire
Lately, I'm so damn tired
I'm being bad to myself
Bad, bad to myself

[Bridge]
No demon in me that I can't fight
Look in the mirror, this is my life
Even through all four seasons
Fighting for my new freedom
No demon in me that I can't fight
Look in the mirror, this is my life
Even through all four seasons
Fighting for my new freedom

[Chorus]
Oh, I'm throwing my tears to the fire
Lately, I'm so damn tired
I'm being bad to myself
Bad, bad to myself
Oh, I'm hanging one hand by the wire
Lately, I'm so damn tired
I'm being bad to myself
Bad, bad to myself, yeah