Beautiful

Now when the shit goes down I'm always forced to grow
Forced to see all the things that I still don't know
And if theres one thing I learned its that its never to late
To take a fucked up life to a beautiful state
Because I came from the bottom so I treasure the top
At times it seems these dreams are just a long shot
When the worlds crashing down and the drama won't stop
Your chained to the past and you can't break the lock.

'Cause nothing could be more beautiful
Then watching the whole world crumbling down on me
So beautiful, so beautiful, To witness the end
How far will I go? and will I grow? Will I learn to know?

My addiction used to hold me like a lover feeling lonely
I was numbered by broken dreams and what I felt the world owed me
I'd sit and hit the walls until my fists were cut and swollen
My soul was cold and drowning from the tears I tried to hold in
Overwhelmed by my emotions and haunted by the past
My head was over-heating and my heart was in a cast
My mind was in the gutter, my ass was in a sling
Driven by destruction, young and fucking everything.

'Cause nothing could be more beautiful
Then watching the whole world crumbling down on me
So beautiful, so beautiful, To witness the end
How far will I go? and will I grow? Will I learn to know?..
How far now will I go and will I grow?
Beautiful, so beautiful, so beautful, beautiful.

'Cause nothing could be more beautiful
Then watching the whole world crumbling down on me
So beautiful, so beautiful, To witness the end.