Beautiful And Monstrous

Outside my window
A world in shades of grey
Things break and never really heal
And still i must be clinging on to something
To feel alive.

When all the earth is sleeping in the dark
Don't look for me and all the words i said
Cause there are things that must remain concealed
Thought we were one, thought we were one once.

I keep on searching cause i believe
Believe life to be worth more than a dream
Would you release me from all that i feel
Would you just save me from going down.

Mother, help me through the longest of nights
Mother, save me so that i can walk on
Walk on with light in my eyes
Walk on with light in my eyes.

Hear the mountains roar and
Watch the skies collapse
The deserts drink the rivers
As shore swallows the sea
A metaphor, a mirror
Pictures that delude
Compromise the beauties
And apogees of things.

Mother, help me through the longest of nights
Mother, save me so that i can walk on
Walk on with sun in my eyes
Walk on with sun in my eyes
In my eyes.

Put a blanket on this freezing soul
Of my emptiness and insecurity
That fears that love is
That fears that love is to die next
Warm me with an ancient wind of time
Mighty gaia, immemorial and plain
Pour your poetry over me now
Cover me to sleep beneath the stars.