Before You

Too many thoughts in my head
Things that i said
Things that i really regret
Poison inside of my brain
Memories fade
But i'm still feeling the pain
You can't tell me what to do
Guess that is proof
That i'm stubborn as a mule
This is a battle of souls
Mischievious goals
Sit back and watch it unfold
Said you were living a lie
Edge of a knife
Can neither confirm nor deny
Finally i realize
It was a sign
You were the crown of my life
If i were ever to die
Know that i tried
To fight who i am deep inside
But at the end of the day
I know that i could never replace
You and now it's too late
I put my hand on your throat
You gave me paradise
I didn't know what i wanted
Before you
I put my hand on your throat
You gave me paradise
I didn't know what i wanted
Before you
Innocent like a white rose
Superimpose
Visions of you as ghost
Thought i was better alone
Thought i was grown
Wish i knew then what i know
Freedom is all in the mind
Illusion of time
All you can do is rewind
Living each day like a poem
Meticulous vogue
Vanity casted in gold
Beautiful beautiful sound
Let it resound
Sing to a singular crowd
Voices are getting too loud
I was too proud
But what goes around comes around
You're the one that depressed
I was the mess
We couldn't see through the wreck
Here at the end of my rope
And i'm coping
I'm losing myself
To these feelings of hope
I put my hand on your throat
You gave me paradise
I didn't know what i wanted
Before you
I put my hand on your throat
You gave me paradise
I didn't know what i wanted
Before you
Trying
I'm trying
To hide my emotions
Fighting
I'm fighting
Myself for you
Trying
I'm trying
To hide my emotions
Fighting
I'm fighting
Myself for you
Too many thoughts in my head
Things that i said
Things that i really regret
Poison inside of my brain
Memories fade
But i'm still feeling the pain
I put my hand on your throat
You gave me paradise
I didn't know what i wanted
Before you
I put my hand on your throat
You gave me paradise
I didn't know what i wanted
Before you
I put my hand on your throat
You gave me paradise
I didn't know what i wanted
Before you