Beyond Tears

Awake in agony
Contempt for life and pathetic people
Everyone smiles
I hate their pathetic lives
They think I'm different
My arms reflect more
A fucking shitty life
My tears say that there is something beyond
Some people should not be here
Is it so hard to put into words
This feeling seems to be transformed into an endless hatred.

I remember when the wounds were fresh
Blood slowly slid my arms
I can hardly remember the agony
Sounds involve us in something that has not happened yet
All white... The same bed again
The same nurse
The same doctor
The same room
The same hospital
The same cloths
They think I'm different
My arms reflect more
A fucking shitty life
My tears say that there is something beyond
Some people should not be here
Is it so hard to put into words
This feeling seems to be transformed into an endless hatred.