Blackholehead

I'm in need of therapy
Fucked up inside
I cannot hold it in, no more.

I am breathing misery
Bursting out pure rage
I am throwing up it all.

What if I'd let you in, threw to the wolves and showed you the darkest corner here
What if I'd gave a fuck and spoke the truth- Would it be too much for you to hear?

I dare you to tear me apart.

Come, explode inside my head and break these walls of pain
Reign the mayhem inside
Be the last rites to the dead, the-rapist of my brain
Mind-fuck me alive.

My brain hurts.

The pills I've swallowed
To try and numb the pain
Feeling a whole lotta nothing.

Completely hollow
Yet full of shit
To be freed I'd give anything.

The smell of feces splattered everywhere, hate-diarrhea severe
Thoughts hacked to pieces without a care, with an axe I wave in here.