Bleak Legacy

Every single day my thoughts collide
The landscape reflects my soul and so my eyes
Alone I shall walk to purify myself and freely sigh.

Who will hear my call
When I'm on my knees
When blood flows from my mouth?

As fallen from the sky
The angel of my cries
Is cutting with her scythe.

Look at me
When I'm walking ahead
And then I turn around
The flowers wither.

Look at me
When the thunder roars high
And the clouds turn blacker
Over me it rains mud.

And alas, the night falls
And I find myself alone
The moon bathes my weak body
When finally sleep comes forth.

And in my dreams I see
One thing that cannot be
I see her walking near me.

No matter where I lie
No matter what I think
That moment is present.

The moment when you said
The worst thing I could hear
The sky fell on my feet.

Look at me
When I'm slowly crawling
Throughout this land
All children cry.

Look at me
When I sing my wretched chants
And my voice grows louder
The nightingales die.

Living in a paralysing world
A frozen and torn soul
Listening to those paralysing words
My only answer was a howl.

And here struggling with the shadows of trees
Dodging death's kiss
Immortality is not bliss.

Obsessed by an unattainable dream
I drown deep in all seas
Before my poor eyes
A bleak legacy.

And alas, the night falls
And I find myself alone
The moon bathes my weak body
When finally sleep comes forth.

And in my dreams I see
One thing that cannot be
I see her walking near me.

And in my dreams I see
One thing that will never be
I see her walking with me.