Brain Pain

Watch me fail, watch me struggle
Creeping forward as straight as an arrow
Smash it all, catch me when I fall
Feel the rain, feel the thunder
All the chaos is dragging me under
Shoulder the blame, hang my head in shame.

I wish that I could focus my hopeless wandering mind
I'm losing perspective, tearing out all my insides
Looking in from the outside.

What's the point? What's the purpose?
All this attention is making me nervous
Clear the air, watch them disappear
Keep it simple, shake the doubt
Just surrender myself to the sound
Refuse to be a part of the great machine.

I wish that I could focus my hopeless wandering mind
I'm losing perspective, tearing out all my insides
Looking in from the outside.

I want to glow in the shadow
I want to shimmer enough to fade away
Smash it all, and catch me when I fall.

Take me or leave me
Healthy or bleeding
Starve me or feed me
Pinch me, I'm dreaming.

Take me or leave me
Healthy or bleeding
Starve me or feed me
Smash it all, catch me when I fall.