Chaos Inside

Darkness silence it‘s so sombre here
No matter where or who i am
Captived condemned to live in this shell
In my own personal hell.

Retreated occlusive what has brought me there
And, damn how can i return?
Anguish confusedness am i daft in the head?
Am i here or am i dead? Am i dead?

Slightly it drives me insane it makes me feeling so lame.

Darkness silence creeping through my soul
Why am i like what i am?
Captived and condemned to live in this place
Of blankness, hate and pungent ache.

Forgotten despised shut out of this life
Wihtout a future anymore
Chaos panic the apathy inside
Has merged and grown to endless fear.

I rot down in madness
No cure‘s there to expect
No future to defeate
Without the past i can‘t forget
It slowly drives me insane and every day it‘s the same
It strangles all my feelings
Of pleasure, teariness and shame.

And i hold you to me tight
Turn your days into night
There is no place you can hide
Already lost is this fight
I lacerate your mind
Paint your world black and white
One day i‘ll blow off your light
I‘m your chaos inside.