Choices

Each new life killing time
They must wait can't escape
Clinging on each sad song
Swells the throng millions strong.

Unaware if they care
Am I real if I feel?

I'm looking past the edge of you and all I see is black
What you steal is energy and you won't give it back
Intimidate interrogate poor you remain aloof
The drama of your misery played out since your youth.

Waiting for the first insight.

How can I explain my kingdom remains?
If I die again the choices.

I'm looking for coincidence before it gets too late
I've been in this rut for so long I'm starting to stagnate
I need to find a way out soon I really have to try
Is it possible to be alive not noticing you've died?

Waiting for the first insight.

How can I explain? my kingdom remains
If I die again the choices.

You're ever so clever and if you're not clever
You'll never get into heaven again.

Searching for the tenth insight.

How can I explain my kingdom remains?
If I die again the choices.