Circadian Rhythm

My blood runs cold, my heart is silent
Rumours around me slowly fade
Clouds are forming and going away
Circadian rhythm won't lead me today.

Searching a way out of this nothingness
The ultimate ride to escape from reality
Senses are fading, emotionally numb
But no salvation until it is done.

Standing on the edge I look back on my life
Fearing the moment that's bound to arrive
How will I know what to do
How will I know what to say to you.

When all is done
The ever-returning stench of existence
Smacks back in my face
The empty void that is humankind.

Standing on the edge I look back on my life
Fearing the moment that's bound to arrive
Not knowing how or where to go
Ignoring all thoughts emerging from the past.

Never will I take part in this carnival of lunatics
Never will I recognise men's fate
Only one though that conquers the mind
The ultimate ride out of this misanthropy.

My blood runs cold, my heart is silent
Rumours around me slowly fade
Clouds are forming and going away
Circadian rhythm won't lead me today
I will not break, I will survive
Crossing the bridge between nothing and life.

Standing on the edge I look back on my life
Fearing the moment that's bound to arrive
Not knowing how or where to go
Ignoring all thoughts emerging from the past.

Never will I take part in this carnival of lunatics
Never will I recognise men's fate
Only one though that conquers the mind
The ultimate ride out of this misanthropy.