Civil War

[Verse 1:]
If I ever get to Heaven, gonna walk up to His desk and say
"Got a couple questions
Wonder whether you can answer me?
You put everything together
Yeah, You made me just the way I am
If You're [?] that can tell me, then please help me understand.

[Chorus:]
"Why You put good into my heart
Then tease me with evil since the day I was born
Guilty and confused, I ripped myself apart
When You always knew I'd be a civil war
That I'd be a civil war, that I'd be a civil war
What'd You make me that way for?
That I'd be a civil war.

[Verse 2:]
"Now I've been living with my demons
They've been eating at me every day
I like change 'round my neck
Most nights get the best of me
And I'm ashamed, I'm amazed, I'm afraid of the wicked I need
And I'm sure there's silver ling, and I'm trying, but I cannot see.

[Chorus:]
"Why You put good into my heart
Then tease me with evil since the day I was born
Guilty and confused, I ripped myself apart
When You always knew I'd be a civil war
That I'd be a civil war, that I'd be a civil war
Now, what'd You make me that way for?
I'd be a civil war.

[Bridge:]
"'Cause damn it, I'm tired and I wanna change
But You put it right into my DNA
So just for one evening, I curse Your name
And ask why the hell do You do this to me?

[Chorus:]
"Why would You put, why would You put
Why You put good into my heart
Then tease me with evil since the day I was born
Guilty and confused, I ripped myself apart
When You always knew I'd be a civil war
That I'd be a civil war, that I'd be a civil war
Now, what'd You make me that way for?
I'd be a civil war".