Closed Eyes

Make me see through eyes of a different soul
‘Cause mine are closed and sealed since long before
To seek and hopefully find, find my own voice
To sail beyond the sunset and strand on solid ground
I must to maintain my now so weak belief
May it grow or else the darkness will never cease.

Lost am I in woods of never ending tress
That tomorrow will be dying due to my grief.

Is this my ending, I failed in my calls?
Should have been there?
Would have stayed?
But to live in fear is not to live at all
Yes to live in fear is not to live at all.

I close my eyes and I drift away
Crying loud gone is the day
I will be awakened tomorrow
That I can only pray
The spark in me quickly fades.

A silent voice inside
Child, take a look at yourself
You’ve got to look with better eyes than that
Or else this journey ends.

You’re fighting a war where the battle is yourself
Falling and you know you are bound to fall again.

Is this my ending, I failed in my calls?
Should have been stronger?
Would have fought?
But to live in fear is not to live at all
Yes to live in fear is not to live at all.

Is this my ending, I failed in my calls?
Should have been there?
Would have stayed?
But to live in fear is not to live at all
Yes to live in fear is not to live at all.

I’m climbing this latter but it seems too long
Still it lights up a fire inside of me
That I did not think existed
But thinking again remembering hard times
‘Cause am I forsaken, forsaken by gods
But this still is my battle
I am
I am... abandoned
Oh yes I am
Oh yes I am, yes I am, yes I am.

My battle
My battle
But this still is my battle.