Cloudless

Blank pages, old and worn
A heavy heart growing more and more forlorn
Expression, locked away
Emotions buried for another day.

My heart beats
Sun meets my eyes
Finally
A cloudless sky
My heart bleeds
Through darkest night
Finally
A cloudless sky.

Lost in eternal night
So many years alone without a glimpse of light
Can I be shown the way?
Can I be taught to feel anything but pain?

Perfection holds me down
Obsessing over something that cannot be found
Please show me what it's like
To feel anything that isn't fear or fright.

I still push and carry on
The man I was before is gone
Someone new has filled his place
An empty soul with the same face
All the greed, the lies, the lust
Has fractured all my hope and trust
Almost made it to the end
I'm fading out, there's not much left.

My heart beats
Sun meets my eyes
Finally
A cloudless sky
My heart bleeds
Through darkest night
Finally
A cloudless sky.

Release me
Let me feel
Let me see the light
Before I'm out of time.

My heart beats
Sun meets my eyes
Finally
A cloudless sky
My heart bleeds
Through darkest night
Finally
A cloudless sky.