Delusion

Crawling through the remnants of my existence
A life full of grief of sorrow and agony
My body ravaged by distress, no way out
One foot in the grave
One foot in the grave!

It ail seems so unreal, a hallucination
A vicious trip, a horrible nightmare.

Alas, it must be so
I can't imagine anything else
All this affliction, this pure anguish
Just an evil delusion.

A chimera, a monstrous phantasm
Black and eternal
Inhabiting my tormented mind, urging my downfall.

My downfall!

Destined to wander this wasteland, alone and somber
Just me and the blackness of this night, mercilessly extradited
Surrounded by freezing coldness, despair, veiled by misery
Shedding no tears, not even able to mourn this fate
Not able to do anything.

Emotionlessly I am awaiting him, lying on the icy ground
Its hopeless wasting any thoughts on salvation
For it will never come.

It's useless, to think about it, no thoughts anymore
Infinite emptiness as large as a million universes
Oh, how I want to dwell and glide through space
Like the wind in an icy winter's night.