Delusive Egomania

Welcome to my neverending nightmare
This is chapter four of the heartache saga
It was not supposed to go this way
But somehow we've been led astray
We've been led astray.

Cannot someone tear this pumping gob of flesh from me?
Is there a higher power with the ability to set me free?

She is so close to killing everything I am
I cannot bear to let myself be devastated by her
I must stop my descent into this bottomless pit
A life devoid of love is a life without pain
No love means no pain.

This was supposed to work so well
Now all my days are living hell
It's all her fault I cannot be blamed.

Oh precious do you know?
The last time we smiled was a long long time ago
This ship has sailed
Setting course for an unchained self let go.

Go deadbeat! Break out! Break away
I tried it all and fell flat on my face
Where is the sweet relief that I'm craving for?
It's the beauty of indifference I adore.

I'm so sick of being caught somewhere in between
So could someone turn me into an unloving machine.

Oh precious do you know?
The last time we smiled was a long long time ago
This ship has sailed
Setting course for an unchained self.