Deprived

An endless descent into my personal darkness
Longing for nonexistence, slowly holding my breath
Down down down – So fucked up and so careless
Feeling so close to the end of this journey into cold death.

Deprive me – Pave the way for my demise
Deprive me – I will miss the morning rise
Deprive me – Cut me down, close my eyes
Deprive me – To deny the gift of life.

This torment so tempting, the path of the joyless
I took all my love and turned it into my own curse
Rape my innocence, rip me apart, leave me heartless
The only place I fit in is into my own hearse.

Deprive me – Pave the way for my demise
Deprive me – I will miss the morning rise
Deprive me – Cut me down, close my eyes
Deprive me – To deny the gift of life.

Deprived.

Useless strains of sorry lies
Worthless days, worthless nights.

Deprive me – Kill my chances to survive
Deprive me – Through black waters let me dive
Deprive me – Waste my will to be alive
Deprive me – Take away what I despise.