Different Worlds

The silence awakes me
My heartbeat would so easily reveal me
Who am I? What is left? Is it my mind?
That constantly deceives me

I am beginning to doubt me
If what I feel and see is real
It seems as if I exist in different worlds
There is one in darkness
One is loss of time
One of self-doubt and one of hurt

All my pride has left me
My value as a human has been extinguished
My close ones, those who love
Disbelieve me, won’t believe me

So I got no-one to confide in
And what worse is
I’m beginning to accept this
My body is become my prison
My keepers are what you would call... fiction

I am beginning to doubt me
If what I feel and see is real
It seems as if I exist in different worlds
There is one in darkness
One is loss of time
One of self-doubt and one of hurt

“Oh my God, it’s happening again. They’re here. There are more than me. Oh please don’t touch me. What did I do? I don’t want to be here. I don’t wanna be here, I want to go home. Oh please don’t touch me, please don’t touch me. I wanna go home.”

I am beginning to doubt me
If what I feel and see is real
It seems as if I exist in different worlds
There is one in darkness
One is loss of time
One of self-doubt and one of hurt

I am beginning to doubt me
If what I feel and see is real
It seems as if I exist in different worlds
There is one in darkness
One is loss of time
One of self-doubt and one of hurt