Disaster

3 a.m. and all I wanna do is go to bed
There's a cyclone forming in my head
The look on your face
When I crashed the party at your sister's place
When all you asked for was some space
It's official
I'm a dick.

Oooooooooh
I try to catch my breath
And think of other ways to pass the time
But no
Why can't I ever learn
I repeat my patterns
She thinks so much faster
And I'm a disaster
I'm a disaster.

4 a.m. just waitin' for the phone to buzz
I don't know why I'm waiting
I guess it's 'cause
After today
I wanna feel like everything's okay
The truth is
I'm just not the same
When you're gone.

Oooooooooh
I try to catch my breath
And think of other ways to pass the time
But no
Why can't I ever learn
I repeat my patterns
She thinks so much faster
And I'm a disaster
I'm a disaster
I'm a disaster.

You say that I'm pleased too easy
I give up on me and choose not to fight
You say that I'm just too lazy
And I say nothing
'Cause you're right
You're right
Okay, you're right.

But you
You never gave me the chance
To show you I can grow
And you
You ran away so fast
So take your space
And shove it in my face
The lack of faith you have in me.

5 a.m. just thinkin' back to what you said
Did you really mean it
Is this the end.

Oooooooooh
I try to catch my breath
And think of other ways to pass the time
But no
Why can't I ever learn
It's no wonder I'm a mess
You always second guess me
But I know what I'm reaching after
I repeat my patterns
She thinks so much faster
And I'm a disaster
I'm a disaster.