Disgusting

My heart goes at the speed of light
But the exit sign's always on my mind, always in my sight
I can say that I really want to stay
But the devil inside always wins the fight, always gets his way.

Jump out the window, gotta get out on the highway
When things are getting too attached, I need an escape
I'm seeing stars and there is nothing more that I hate, baby
There is something that I gotta say.

It's disgusting how I love you
I can't take it, I should hate you
'Cause you're messing up my name
Gotta walk my talk, my fame
But I just want to touch your face, it's disgusting.

It's disgusting how you changed me
From a bandit to a baby
Think I might gotta change my name
If I'm gonna walk this walk of shame
Look at what you do to me, it's disgusting.

My mind blinks like a traffic light
It's green and red and stop and go, changing all the time
And it makes me scared that I haven't left
And I'm still right here more, more, more or less.

Jump out in traffic, yeah, I gotta go my own way
My heart is slipping, too intense, I need an escape
I'm seeing stars and there is nothing more that I hate
Baby, there's something that I gotta say.

It's disgusting how I love you
I can't take it, I should hate you
'Cause you're messing up my name
Gotta walk my talk, my fame
But I just want to touch your face, it's disgusting.

It's disgusting how you changed me
From a bandit to a baby
Think I might gotta change my name
If I'm gonna walk this walk of shame
Look at what you do to me, it's disgusting.

It's disgusting, disgusting.

Chapter by chapter, I'm falling faster and faster
Becoming manic, the magic, it's so romantic, I panic, oh
Hit the eject button but it must be stuck, something's up
I'm drifting out right over the drink, baby.

It's disgusting how I love you
I can't take it, I should hate you
'Cause you're messing up my name
Gotta walk my talk, my fame
But I just want to touch your face, it's disgusting.

It's disgusting how you changed me
From a bandit to a baby
Think I might gotta change my name
If I'm gonna walk this walk of shame
Look at what you do to me, it's disgusting.

Look at what you do to me, it's disgusting.