Dissolve

You
Scrollin' through your text messages
Oh no.

It's drizzlin' outside, but it's stormin' in my mind
And the clouds have found their way to my tear ducts
No, I can't keep holdin' on 'cause the waves are way too strong
And way too deep now.

Don't wanna get on these face
I'm the one who needs to change
I just wanna do somethin' for a minute
You know that will solve nothin'
I'll afford it at all costs
'Til the sun's down and the dreams come
And I'm singing.

I just wanna know if you ever really loved me at all
'Cause everything is different now
And it makes me feel like I could dissolve
Trying not to think about it
But I need more than just a new distraction
Now you should say something back 'fore I vanish into these walls
Oh.

Baby, baby, baby, baby
I don't wanna just ghost, don't you float away, babe
My thunder's loud and the lightning's gettin' even brighter, baby
Yeah, it's shame for all that we wasted.

Did you ever let up from your mouth?
Not a sound, no warning, nothin'
But you want me to go
You were holdin' it in
When you should have been holdin' it down for me
Holdin' it down.

I just wanna know if you ever really loved me at all
'Cause everything is different now
And it makes me feel like I could dissolve (Yeah)
Trying not to think about it
But I need more than just a new distraction
Now you should say something
(You should say somethin') back 'fore I vanish into these walls.

Or you'll never see
You'll never see me again
Trying not to think about
How you don't think about me at all, oh
Oh
Mm
Oh-oh
Oh-oh.