Drowning

I think i lost my mind a while ago
Cos ive been seeing some ghosts
And id be lying if i told you im fine
But i lie
Yeah, these thoughts i would never speak out loud
Ive seen you cry but ive never seen you shout
Like a hurricane, these shots dont ricochet
Sight blurred im walkin dazed, girl im fucking faded
Or maybe wasted, i cant remember how it happened
Oh i dont know my limits at all
Im sinking down into my thoughts
Oh my god.

But so what if i drank too much
This aint love, its just a firefight
And even if its not enough
Ill say it once i swear i never lied
But this is the last time
But this is the last time
But this is the last time
But this is the last time
Youll ever bring me down
Girl you know im drownin
And i keep goin down
But ill swear that im not, im not, im not.

Its friendly fire and sunlight
The aftermath of one too many
Words i said, when i should of said nothing at all
At all
I gotta stop overthinking
And missing
What could have been
You were never even really here
And still were are spinning
Just liars and cheaters
Right back where we started
But it dont get easier
I am drowning
In liquor and apathy
Will be the death of me.

But so what if i drank too much
This aint love, its just a firefight
And even if its not enough
Ill say it once i swear i never lied
But this is the last time
But this is the last time
But this is the last time
But this is the last time
Youll ever bring me down.