Emails I Can’t Send

[Verse]
It's times like these
Wish I had a time machine, so
I could see what you did October 13th
At 10:15, were you really asleep?
Were you lying to me and the family?

[Chorus]
There's no "us" in us when I'm lacking trust
You wanna discuss, ugh
You disgust me
Don't make me cuss you out
Why'd you let me down?
Don't say sorry now

[Bridge]
And thanks to you I, I can't love right
I get nice guys and villainize them
Read their texts like they're having sex right now
Scared I'll find out that it's true
And if I do, then I blame you for
Every worst that I assume
When I'm forty-five, someone calls me their wife
And he fucks our lives in one selfish night
Don't think I'll find forgiveness as fast as mom did
And, God, I love you, but you're such a dipshit
Please fucking fix this

[Outro]
'Cause you were all I looked up to
Now I can't even look at you
I mean, as they say in Chicago
He had it comin'