Emanating From Inside

Emanating from inside it seeks revenge
Willing to face its desires
How can I escape.

Before the night, I will do
What i've been demanded of.

It emerges from inside me ..for an evil cause
It emerges from inside me to fulfill its desire.

I gazed upon the sky
Away from the cities
The stars are brighter.

This disturbing silence
Will drive me insane
Just like the slightest sound.

Thoughts of sins again
Will nurture, will grant life.

When I awake I wont know
If i've won or lost.

Until the following night comes
To dominate my thoughts.

When the silence is everywhere
Incapable to face you
When the silence is everywhere
As always it finally comes.

It grabs me from the head
Only to leave me mortified
Its only way to paralyze me.

I am no longer trying to deal with it
I am weak, and it will decide for me
I do not care anymore what decision it will make
I do not care when the moment will come.