Endless Night

Is it a sin
To miss the hell
That you survived
With best of friends.

At worst of times
I never got the answer.

They never told me
If you're not careful
What doesn't kill you
Can control you
Now it defines me
And it reminds me
That it will never let me go.

If we share the pain
Then maybe we won't have to bury memories away.

And I try to change
But the dawn escapes again
I fight another endless night.

When it gets dark
I cannot breathe
It's only the sound
Of grinding teeth.

Afraid of the silence
And it's lurking violence.

Your empty words
The feigned concerned
We go through the motions
I never return
'Cause this still defines me
And it reminds me
That we'll never let me go.

If we share the pain
Then maybe we won't have to bury memories away.

And I try to change
But the dawn escapes again
I fight another endless night.

I try to change
But the dawn escapes again
I fight another endless night.

I try to change
But the dawn escapes again
I fight another endless night.

Is it a sin
To miss the hell
That you survived
With best of friends.

At worst of times
I fight another endless night.

I try to change
But the dawn escapes again
I fight another endless night.

When it gets dark
I cannot breathe
It's only the sound
Of grinding teeth.

Afraid of the silence
I fight another endless night.