Everyday Hero

There is a darkness all around
I don't like what I'm turning into, slave obey
There is pain inside. I don't like what it makes me do, slave obey.

An impulse travels from my brain to my hand, a moment of hell, not mine but yours
I will not bleed, nor die, 'cause I am alive.

I cannot see what I've done to you bit I'm ashamed of things I wish upon you
I won't disregard my list for your blood
I cannot... I will not, kill myself. I do not like your pain... pain.

An impulse travels from my brain to my hand, a moment of hell, not mine but yours
I will not bleed, nor die, 'cause I am alive.

My hands are red, my mind is blandk, your empty eyes stair at me in an aweful accusing way
Stop, please stop! You saw it coming, I told you, I fucking told you, there was one one way out.

I see the past, it's all dark with a clear trail of vlood through time, slay again
I know the future of mine, I just can't shake the urge to kill, so slay again.