Freak

Am I alone with the thoughts that I have?
I'm afraid that I'm scared of myself
Am I the only one to doubt who I am?
Wish I was someone else.

Everytime I try to swim it pulls me
Pulls me deeper down
Everytime I try to fly it holds me
Holds me to the groud.

It tells me I'm a freak
Drains me
The monster inside of me
Freak
Save me
The enemy is inside of me.

Would be easier to fight someone else
Than the war I fight within
It's impossible to hide from yourself
Where do I begin?

Everytime I dare to dream it wakes me
Wakes me with a cry
Everytime I dare to love it hates me
Hates me 'til it dies.

It tells me I'm a freak
Drains me
The monster inside of me
Freak
Save me
The enemy is inside of me.

Screaming laughing the voice is inside my head
Freak silent let go inside my head.

Love me can you even love at all
Show me show me what I ought to know
Mirror mirror mirror on the wall
Tell me tell me that I'm beautiful.

It tells me I'm a freak
Drains me
The monster inside of me.

Freak
Drains me
The monster inside of me
Freak
Save me
The enemy is inside of me.

It tells me I'm a freak.