Fuel The Flames

Year upon year, month after month
Consumed and confused I was, lonely, hoping
To find out a way, a cure for the pain
Relief from that ice-casted, life of, yearning.

Fuel the flames of desire
Tore out the chains round my heart
Faught the cancer within me
Which no longer tears me apart!

No reason to live, no reason to give
A sense to my days which grew, empty, craving
The ghosts of the past, kept haunting my mind
As time froze in misty grey glass made, paintings.

What can be done, how would you feel
Unworthy of destiny's grace and mercy
No thumbs up for me, a fate sealed ivy
I no longer searched for what would have, saved me.

Fuel the flames of desire
Tore out the chains round my heart
Faught the cancer within me
Which no longer tears me apart!

Like an oxidized Midas, a scalp less, Samson
Cold and tormented, drained of life feeding strength
Hope was so distant, feeble and dormant
Colour blind existence, pessimistic persistence.

Good things come to those who wait, conventional wisdom, believe in fate
But the truth of what's Ancient returns, dominant in it's truth, we're all bound to see!
One cold summer's day, like under a spell, a twine made of chance, no one can tell
She came to me, like light through that glass, dried up the mist, chased away the past
The colours returned, awoken at last, night turned to day and slow turned so fast
Had I finally found, the essence in life, returned from hell, alive at last!

A magic within, regenerating force
My wounds began to heal, my mind, to feel
Warmth re-gained control, through all of my soul
Whom I thought could not be, had spoken to me.

The force in her eyes: live don't let die
Live don't let die for a zestful, being
As deep as was pain, transformed into love
Her magic embraced me and fueled my flames.

You fuel the flames of desire
Tore out the chains round my heart
Faught the cancer within me
Which no longer tears me apart!
My life now has changed, no longer feel pain
As summers grow longer and so much stronger
For now I believe that each one will be
Sooner or later awakened!

As lifeblood to me, what I couldn't see
A true gift from life which I cherish, shelter
Important to me, like water to sea
She houses the spark to ignite my spirit.

I'll fuel your flames of desire
Dry, all your tears
Hold your hand as you did
...time after time!