Goodbye

I'm sitting alone in the dark
Holding on to the phone so hard
Trying to understand
What i hear
I fear
I'm hearing all the words
And every word really hurts
I'm thinking should i go
Lay on the floor
Before i fall.

So many years you filled my life
And this you had to hide
There is no more tears left to cry
I just stare
Nowhere
There is nobody just like you
No-one who made me love like i do
You did it all more than twice
That i fearedsix years.

I can still smell your skin
Run my fingers through your hair
Hear your laugh
And i cry.

Don't know
Why he told a lie
So i couldn't sat goodbye
Don't knowwhy you made him lie
Why you didn't sat goodbye?

You are still on my mind
Sometimes not all the time
I can see you and you smile
With your eyes
All lies
Sometimes i love you just the same
It's hard and with the same pain
As in the crazy days
I loved loving you
Still do
This is my goodbye...