Grave

It's just another day
In a mind of insane
Death is creeping in again
Storms of hail and rain.

Can i hold on another day
In the mind that's full of rage?
Feels like i'm losing grip on the existence that is my bane...

My reality is slipping
My hands on the gun and gripping!!
Depression blankets entombs and threatens my existance!!

So many times i've lost my mind
Held on too much but not this time!!
My selfishness embracing so i let go of resistance!!

Fuck you all, that try to talk
Your sense to me, i don't belong
Just leave me be, this dead mans on the ledge!!

Your sympathy don't mean shit to me
So fuck this life i'm sharpening!!
The blade that is conduit to my end!!

One foot in the gutter
One foot in grave
One foot for revenge
One for being betrayed.

One foot for denial
One foot for lost faith
One foot in the gutter
One foot in the grave.

The rope around my neck is gripping
The stool under feet is slipping
To purge me of the pressure and the hell that's been my life!

To many times, i lost my sight
I've chose to this battle but refuse to fight
Todays my day of reckoning, so let the fuse ignite.

Fuck you all, that try to talk!!
Your sense to me, i don't belong!!
Just leave me be, this dead mans on the ledge!!

Your sympathy don't mean shit to me
So fuck this life i'm sharpening
The blade that is conduit to my end!!

One foot in the gutter
One foot in grave
One foot for revenge
One for being betrayed.

One foot for denial
One foot for lost faith
One foot in the gutter
One foot in grave.

I look that final step
At last without regret
This gift i wouldn't sell
My heaven is your hell.

Everything is dark
Everything is light
Angels fly to heaven
As demons fall to night.

This darkness that i caress
Blows warm air upon my neck
As i embrace my death
No more panic and no distress.

This life cannot be saved
This life is lost today
I had one foot in the gutter
Now both are in the grave...!