Hate Sender

Riding down the mountain of my own emotion
Everything feels so unreal
All my thoughts destructive isolation active
Amounts of anquish unseen.

Hate like a walls around me
May they ever fall down fall down.

I see all the lies brought to my eyes
My emotions die more everyday
Sympathy dies i can't relate to their lives
Easiest way is to feel pure hate
Pure hate
Suffocated cries in selfpity they hide
Hate sender i've been for so long.

Hate... Serves my purpose
Hate... Inside my mind.

Unreal state of my being
Ideal way to reveal
Thoughts in my mind
This hate inside.

All this hate inside me has grown greater than me
I have lost my self control
Anquish turned to hatered anxiously i wait death
Against all i am in war.

I felt the touch of divine
My world came falling down falling down.

I drown in the lies bitter tears in my eyes
My emotions all are dead and gone
Salvation seen in what christ ment to me
I've walked over field of pure hate
Pure hate
Happiness i seek only love could bring
Hate sender i've been far too long.

Hate... Serves my purpose
Hate... Inside my mind.