Haze

Someone’s in the mirror looking back with a silly face
Damn, I cannot stand that fake smile and that stare
When I walk away that reflection just disappears
And it does the same if I break out in tears.

Oh what a day, there’s a stranger in my room
Acting just like me, I’ve got to say that we look alike.

Go away and leave me alone
I don’t like your bad company.

Now I try to close my eyes
Bu this bitter taste remains
And there’s nothing I can do to ease the pain
Black or white, sun or rain
I’m just having a bad day
Hopefully tomorrow all the haze will fade away.

Uncontrolled reactions make me move like I’ve gone insane
Trembling and shaking, I cannot move my legs, something’s going wrong so that
I cannot see no more so it feels like the floor opens under my feet
I cannot relax, I can’t carry so much distress
I am suffocating, have to take one more breath
There are many thoughts rolling over into my head
And the bad result is that I feel so sad
Oh what a day, all my plans turned upsidedown
I can feel the poison burning in my every cell.

I don’t wanna go insane
I’ve to calm down, take a break
It’s time to change my ways
To put troubles aside.

I just cannot see what the hell is happening to me
I don’t recognize the person that I seem to be
Simply I don’t like the way I’m acting, it’s not like me
All this mess will cease to exist, I’ll let happiness in.

Someone’s in the mirror looking back with a silly face
Damn, I cannot stand that fake smile and that stare
When I walk away that reflection just disappears
And it does the same if I break out in tears
I have lost my energy, I try but I cannot wake
Wasted so much time in running after my brain
I have realized there’s no place that I’d rather be
Because for today I cannot stand myself.