Help Me

But i can't grow again
If you won't let me meet you
I've got no hand to lend
You gotta help me help myself
You send me up to heaven
And that's where i saw god
I want that old eternal
I want to show you up
You gotta help me help myself
There's a map inside of the world i know
When you leave me at home alone
And i'm trapped, and i feel it on the way down
You make it look easy to be strong
You left my crutch and got me home
On the rails of the night, but you shouldn't let me drive
My thoughts just drag me through the dirt
A fiction in my mind meant to burn
On the rails of the night, but you shouldn't let me drive.

I get on well with old friends
With no time for the new
I'm focusing to tune out
I want to erase you
You gotta help me help myself
How will the music play for
The crooked lines and s
I want to learn your letters
And rewrite all the books
You gotta help me help myself
When you tell me that you don't care
I want to make sure you're aware
That i do, and i feel it all the way down
I'll push your play to make your change
My skin affects us all the same
And it's bad
And i'll feel it on the way down
You make it look easy to be strong
You left my crutch and got me home
On the rails of the night, but you shouldn't let me drive.

My thoughts just drag me through the dirt
A fiction in my mind meant to burn
On the rails of the night, but you shouldn't let me drive
It's with nothing gained as for the joys in my life
We all rush to a stark memory
In a pile of ashes wait the rust of the earth
Ripping leaves off of my family tree
I reach in the deepest drain, i fall in the race
Making murder and stalking the swarm
I pray for recovery and took the time to say
"you've been warned!"
You make it look easy to be strong
You left my crutch and got me home
On the rails of the night, but you shouldn't let me drive
My thoughts just drag me through the dirt
A fiction in my mind meant to burn
On the rails of the night, but you shouldn't let me drive
Help me help my
Help me help my
Help me help my
Help me help myself.