I Bequeath

Wretchedness leads to suffering of the soul
Righteousness dies. Illusion replaced all
Searching for light. It's hard to not give up
Maybe you'll die, but time will never stop.

Now I bequeath. My heart is made of steel?
Now I bequeath. Do I know what is real?
Now I bequeath. Do I have right to live?
Now I bequeath. Become what I hoped not to be.

Forbidden forgiveness forgotten forever
Illusuion, confusion, decision to die
I'm fallen, but not weak, I've got all I deserve
Forsaken, not alone. In vision, of all my life.

My Fate hears how I'm calling
But don't want to help me
I'll die in blackened shadows
Of my own misery.

Now I bequeath. My heart is made of steel
Now I bequeath. I don't know what is real
Now I bequeath. My death afraids of me
Now I bequeath. Become what I not hoped.