I Fucked Up

I fucked up
I made a mistake
Nobody does it better than myself.

I'm sorry
I'm not afraid to say
I wish I could take it back, but I can't.

I'm so ashamed
You're in so much pain
I blamed you when things didn't go my way
If I didn't, you'd be here
If I didn't fight back I'd have no fear
If I took another path
Things would be so different, but they're not.

I could have just kept
My big mouth closed
I could have just done
What I was told
Maybe I should have turned silver into gold
But in front of you I was cold.

I fucked up
I made a mistake
Nobody does it better than myself.

I'm sorry
I'm not afraid to say
I wish I could take it back, but I can't.

I thought we had it all
You brought out the best in me
But somehow I destroyed the perfect dream
I thought we were indestructible
I never imagined we could fall
You wanna know how to make God laugh
Tell him your plans.

We could've bought a house with a swimming pool
Filled it up with warmers, It would be so cool
Could've gone riding stallions in the country side
With a pack of RingDings, we sing eye to eye.

We could've toured the world in a private jet
Run naked on the beach, all soaking wet
We could've climbed a mountain, seen a perfect sun rise
Written our names across the sky
We could've gotten drunk and driven on the autobahn
We could've got ourselves arrested and sober up
We could've lived life crazy 'til the day we die
Instead I made you cry.

I fucked up
I made a mistake
Nobody does it better than myself.

I'm sorry
Je suis désolée
I wish I could take it back, but I can't.

I fucked up
I made a mistake
Nobody does it better than myself.

I'm sorry
I'm not ashamed to say
I wish I could have it back maybe one day
Or not.