If U Love Me Now

[Verse 1:]
I could read your mind
I know what you're thinking
This is not what you signed up for
I could pray to God
But I'm not invested
And you get what you pay for.

[Pre-Chorus 1:]
I've been trying to find out if anyone
Feels truly happy because of all that they have done
Cause I always seem to want more
Provided that I can get some.

[Chorus:]
There's me in the corner throwing a fit
Making a mess of it
Don't you love me now?
There's me under the table, hiding from my
Lovers and my allies
Don't you love me now?
It's just a hypothesis or test, that I should not exist
Don't you love me now?
There's me in the doorway telling you please
You should just let me leave
If you love me now.

[Verse 2:]
I could bite my tongue
Trying not to say that my love
For you looks different
I could bide my time
Hoping I could fix it
But it goes against my instincts.

[Pre-Chorus 2:]
And I've been trying to find out if anyone
Feels super sure that they are deserving of someone
Cause I always seem to give it up
Provided that I can get some.

[Chorus:]
There's me in the corner throwing a fit
Making a mess of it
Don't you love me now?
There's me under the table hiding from my
Lovers and my allies
Don't you love me now?
It's just a hypothesis or test, that I should not exist
Don't you love me now?
There's me in the doorway telling you please
You should just let me leave
If you love me now.

[Outro:]
It's just a hypothesis or test, that I should not exist
Don't you love me now
There's me in the doorway telling you please
You should just let me leave
If you love me now.