If You Ever

Close my eyes
Lay down to sleep away
There's no return
It's my mistake
There's no use in crying
It's time to learn.

If you ever need someone
Sorry 'bout the things I've done
My life goes in reverse
If you ever change your mind
When the rainy days are gone
And the balance returns.

All alone
This time I walk away
It feels so cold
But I know it's something I deserve
I deserve to be misled
Breaking up the family
I know it's my fault
It feels so cold
But I know it's something I deserve
I deserve to be dead.

If you ever need someone
Sorry 'bout the things I've done
My life goes in reverse
If you ever change your mind
When the rainy days are gone
And the balance returns.

Sorry 'bout the things I've done (sorry 'bout the things I've done)
Changes will come in the fall
Waiting for the storm, my face against the wall
Hoping that you could forgive me
You could forgive me
You could forgive me
Forgive me.

If you ever need someone
Sorry 'bout the things I've done
My life goes in reverse
If you ever change your mind
When the rainy days are gone
And the balance returns.