In Anger

Why I thought I had it all
And why I wanted more
Could it be just there for while
The while I need for myself.

Never dared to seal my door
Never dared to look behind
Once again I was
As fool as I can be.

Anger takes my mind at will
The will I never could lead
Feel this anxious rise
Got no chance to be myself.

Maybe somewhere I´ll find
The place where I can just be
Let me allow this dawn
Before we´ll follow that star.

I´m making my command
On this hazy unknown ground.

(The) Pain and the anger is gone
I know my life is worth of this run
I won´t again put myself to burn my
Candle at both ends
Once we will break our time
And that shine in your eyes will be my guide
Looking into the stars
Made me blindly believe
In the truth of the lighting star.

It may be hard to tell in advance
For now we assume and wait the forgotten chance.