In Memory Of

So what is this? What's going on?
Is there something that I missed?
It's all I have to remember ever since I did exist
I've been wondering for a while
Where am I supposed to go
It's for me to find out, it's essential that I know.

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In memory of a life all alone
For the life in me, I can't find hope
I patiently await
I hope to feel secure before it's too late
What time would it cost?
So still I find myself lost.

I've been holding on to reality and what I have in store
Not in demand, a mystery not worth much anymore
Things would change for the better if I were to be replaced
To be cut off, I'd be gone
What we have would be erased.

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A lesson dance up in the air, still drifting out of space
You seem to find where I belong
Is to move from place to place
I'd get me passing on to rest and be something of the past
Or get something clean and finally save me at last.

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