KMS

I wanna kill myself
I wanna kill myself
It’s all I hear right now
It’s all I hear right now.

I wanna kill myself
I wanna kill myself
It’s all I hear right now
It’s all I hear right now.

I wanna break my vows
Wanna neglect my health
How can I trust people
If I can’t trust myself.

I wanna scream and shout
I wanna cry and pout
But I can’t make myself
Why can’t I make myself.

I always seem to make the same mistakes
The kinds you can’t go back to fix, that start to weigh
Until I’m dragging ‘round a body made of clay
I’m just dead weight, I’m just dead weight.

I wanna feel it all again
To have somebody
Hold me in place
Tell it to my bruised face
That I tried
But it was juvenile to think that I ever had a good thing
Going with a good being.

So I’ll go fuck myself
‘til I’m too lonely to feel
Dance like a court jester
Just for a film with no reel
And I’ll lose all of my friends
When I’m no longer ideal
And then get scolded again
Just to come home to no meal.

I wanna kill myself
I wanna kill myself
It’s all I hear right now
It’s all I hear right now.

I wanna kill myself
I wanna kill myself
It’s all I hear right now
It’s all I hear right now.

I wanna kill myself
I wanna kill myself
It’s all I hear right now
It’s all I hear right now.

I wanna kill myself
I wanna kill myself
It’s all I hear right now
It’s all I hear right now.

I wanna break my vows
Wanna neglect my health
How can I trust people
If I can’t trust myself.

I wanna scream and shout
I wanna cry and pout
But i can’t make myself
Why can’t I make myself.