Loneliness of Spring

Been hurt so many times
A big hole’s been opened so
Been putting a needle through, pulling together

Protected it for many days
Closed my heavy lips
Held it together almost exploding

Been hurt so many times
Sewed the opened hole and hid
I want to try to be with you for as long as I can

Protected it for many days
Clenched my teeth when I wanted to spit it out
You know it hurt, being held

It’s not painful forcing it to close

I guess it’s my fault because I was exhausted
I thought I could still be of use
Before ripping off, our compassion slip past each other and we say goodbye

I guess it’s my fault because I was exhausted
Your smell still lingers
Before ripping off a little reluctantly, a goodbye

My face, my body hurt so many times but still can be used
Don’t leave me, I just don’t want you to give it to someone else

It is my fault because I was exhausted

I guess it’s my fault because I was exhausted
I’m thinking I was depended on
Can’t win against me before I was ripped up, brand new and unused

I guess it’s my fault because I was exhausted
I can still remember, I’ve just lost color
After ripping off a little reluctantly, a goodbye