Loneliness, The Usual Pain

Every night when I close My eyes
I think I´ll never face so much lies that I´ve faced
Loneliness, the usual pain
I´m so far away from grace
´Cause You never embraced Me.

When I´m alone...I remember that part of Me grew inside You
When I´m alone...I remember that part of Me died inside You
I´m afraid...threaten by the empty walls around Me
I´m so afraid...threaten by the dirty thoughs inside.

Just yesterday...You said You´ll love Me forever and I believed
Just yesterday...I saw You laughing but You laughed at Me.

Mind and heart betrayed and used by love
Lies against trust ´til death do Us apart.

You lay beside Me but it feels like I´m alone
You put Your arms around Me but it feels not the same anymore.

Abandoned, unborn...is Our love and the fruit of it
Abhorred, buried...That s Me, insipid.

...And while I sleep I m with You
And the sweet unborn child of Mine.