Lucozade

I'm sipping pink
Lucozade
We're blazing on that new found haze
I'm seeing in the blacks and grays
I'm hoping that the basket sways
Left to right, sit and talk shit all night
Does that make it right for smoke
Maybe, or am I just seeing sh*t?
Seeing the pain inside in this house of fear.

You don't even wanna know about the things I hear
Quick fix, headlines shine bright, you're the f***in' deal
I'm just wishing it's ambition that got you
Your position
You'll be fishing for far too long
You're the bad guy in this movie
And I ain't wrong, I don't breathe the pollution
And the only solution is making sh*t confusing
And it ain't about who's winning or losing.

It's bout the path you're choosing
Time heals pain and promotes self-soothing
When the scars are gone you can't see bruising
Wanna take these watches, chains and gold rings
I'm getting caught up in the feelings that they bring
A lack of sanity, losing touch with reality
Smoking too much, it's starting to fog up my clarity
Traveling in the day but you're still looking far to me.

Bulls eye you the dot to me
Emotions splattered [?]
Can't even begin to spot 'em
I'm sad about sh*t that never happened
No lies in my eyes, nothing but truth will leave my mouth
I'm tryna f***in scream but the words won't come out
I'm, tryna f***in' scream but the words won't come out.

She's older, I told her
We ain't meant to be
It takes two not three, but I'm here any way
I hope he's leaving soon
Started not to see the elephant in this room
Disguise is your perfume
But the smell of it consumes, it takes all my mind
You can search the world but you will never find
I see everything you've done to me
Be there, you run to me
I don't need to pace, I don't need the stamina
If this sh*t was it, girl, I probably woulda ran from ya
Kept runnin'
Outwit, cause you cunnin'
That outfit cause you stunnin'
Begging cause I'm losing mage
Got me feeling some type of way I can't explain
The f*** is going on?
I think I got it wrong
When I told you I was over you, or were you under me?